2/6/11 Patience and Playfulness

2/6/11
My card pull today was The Green Woman. Imagine that. The one card that I feel is the inner me. She speaks to us of enhancing our innate talents . Boldness and perseverance is needed to face an adversary. But she also reminds us to exercise patience and keep growing.
I find this very prevalent in my life right now. I feel my fruits growing and I by nature am not a patient person. I am a doer not a waiter. I need to keep myself grounded and realize that it will all come. Not much more different than the aftermath of the animal spirit guide calling. In my vision, I was told that things were moving along and I was on the right path. Some days, I feel so stagnant and wonder if I’m going the right way. Now I know I am.
We are over at our friends house in Indiana. Our beautiful friends here are earthy and gifted as well and we got into a nice spiritual discussion after doing reading for one another. I felt we were meant to have these discussions and we each became the teacher for a moment. I find these touches into my spiritual side very rewarding and satisfying and trust that we were meant to be here in this time and place for this purpose to teach and learn. Each of us is a student in some way as well as a teacher. We sometimes are not aware of the teacher moments but they are there. Age makes no difference. Older or younger there are lessons to be learned and taught.
My card pull today makes me laugh because Green Woman is sticking her tongue out and just looks like she is having fun. I need to continue to let my fun and ornery side come out more. This is a good message. It makes you feel so much better and makes the people around you feel the playful energy. She reminds me of the fae that I feel around me when I’m touching my inner child.
Outside it’s snowing. It’s so beautiful to look at and reminds me that all seasons must happen in the circle of life. Time moves too quickly sometimes and we fail to ease back and relax and take it slowly. The way time moves is strictly in your perception of it. That is the true secret of immortality. Your soul and heart lives on and you are always here in one life or another. There is a rare few who see this and grasp it.
My favorite time of the year is spring where everything grows again. It reminds me that I’m always growing.
The epiphanies that come to you at the most strangest of times always astounds me. That is why I’m a writer I think, so I can touch my muse and let my words flow free. This is my freedom, my soul healing. Sometimes my words are beautiful, sometimes bittersweet, sometimes angry, sometimes spiritual. It’s all the way I connect with my muse.
I’m sitting here alone with my thoughts and my muse today which is beautiful Green Woman. Every one else is sleeping and quiet as it should be for this moment of clarity.

As always and until next time,
Earth

1/18/11 Animal Manifestation Visitation Spell Aftermath

1/18/11

After tonight’s Animal Spirit Manifestation spell, I’m tapped out energy wise. It was a very powerful spell.
I asked for my animal spirit totems to join me in my circle to share their knowledge with me. At first, I couldn’t get the right mood set. Candle work wasn’t necessary with this invitation. All I needed was my dragon blood incense and shaman stick. I finally came upon my music destiny for this particular meeting. It was Primeaux and Mike. Let me tell you, wolf came immediately. I wasn’t surprised by this as wolf has always been my within. I also asked panther to come and she was much more squirrelly. It wasn’t until after I played the music that she came. The main purpose of this invitation was to recharge and power my shaman stick and be known to my spirit totems. As I sat there and listened to the music playing, I started swaying involuntarily and my 3rd eye chakra tingled and then immediate head pain started…not in a bad way. It was more an outpouring of power into my stick. It was like I was conduit. As the power passed from me, flashes of my totem faces appeared behind my closed eyes. And then melding of sorts with my own inner spirit or soul. A connection of sorts. Messages were relayed to me in my head. Fragments of information. I felt like a doorway was being opened for me by my totems. I have no idea the course of this road but I’m in it for the ride.
‘patience”
“Your learning is not done”
“be at peace you are going where you are meant to go”
Came into my head.
Images of snow covered fields appeared and felt like I was running toward the unknown. Pictures cascaded thru my head very quickly. The words spoken to me were more like feelings.
I got up and down many times. In one instance I was on all fours. A lot of involuntary swaying. Stick thumping on the floor. I was on a runaway train and had to let it finish.


I started around 10:30 and didn’t get done till 11:45. It was like minutes passed not a whole hour.
Very surreal.
I’ve been having a lot of dreams lately. This morning I had a bad dream of sorts. It was like I was in the dream but I was looking through another’s eyes. The other day, fragments just appeared in my dreams. Pieces of a puzzle.



Any thoughts or comments,
Please share,

Until next time,
Earth

1/18/11 Animal Manifestation Visitation Spell

Spirit Animal Manifestation
performed on Full Moon 1/18/11

Tools:
Blue Candle
Red Candle
White candle
Native American Music
Power Stick
Sage, cedar, sweet-grass

Animal totems elements:
Beaver-fire and air
Wolf—water and air
Panther-fire and water

Purpose: To Channel my spirit animals powers into my stick

First step is cleanse a circle around me with sage cedar and sweet-grass and then to light my candle and prepare my candle seating.
Second step is to darken my living room
Third Step is to put on my power music.
Fourth step is to face east

I ask the moon mother for her help in channeling my spirit animal power so I can seek and accept help in my spell-work.
Cleansing my mind of negative energies.
Cleansing my mind of doubt and indecision.
Opening a doorway into my 3rd eye chakra to allow my spirit animal to meet with me in the astral plane
I ask wolf to enter with me into my circle and share knowledge with me.
I ask panther to enter with into my circle and share knowledge with me
I ask beaver to enter with me into my circle and share knowledge with me.
I ask each of you for help and guidance with my spiritual path and spell-work.
I give thanks for the help and guidance you have given me this night.

11/24/10 Ramblings of a Spiritual Seeker

11/24/10 Ramblings of a Spiritual Seeker
Tonight's inspiration is just random things. 
I was thinking about Mother Earth tonight and here is my hypotheses. I think we are in continuous cycles here. We are starting all over again. This is why there is the technology is more advanced in the years past. We are in the industrial age again and Mother Earth is going through her cycle again. I think we as a species are arrogant to assume there were not others here before that invented the technology that we haven't even be able to recreate again. The lucky few who do realize this are blessed. I believe in reincarnation and that we have lived many lifetimes and are continuously reborn into something or someone else and there are a few who actually know that they were here before. It explains a lot of things. 
I also want to reflect on thankfulness. I'm thankful because I'm here alive another day. I'm thankful for my family and my friends who are really extended family. I'm thankful I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, tv & internet, and my kids are healthy if not always happy. There are a lot of people out there that do not have this. Small blessings are counted every day. Whether it be a bill that will wait or a bit of news that brightens our day. It is all measured and counted and I thank the universe/divine for it every night in my introspective time. My introspective time is usually the time just before bed where I lay there and list all the things I'm thankful for and things that I pray for. Whether it be a bit of luck or a message of goodwill. This is really what prayer is to me. And I usually see results. You have the power within to make your destiny. You just need to find it.
I think that is all that flows from my head right now. Feel free to post what you are thankful for. Your thoughts on prayer and Mother Earth herself.
Until next time, Peace be with you
earth

11/21/10 SmOke Trail Spellwork

11/21/10

INSPIRED BY SMOKE TRAILS AFTER MY SPELLWORK.


If I ever needed validation for my spell-work I found it tonight. I tried my hand at financial gain spell, good luck spell, and employment spell. As the incense and candle burned......the wisps of smoke embraced me and went right around me. Every time, I moved my hands to encourage the smoke to come to me, it did and the smell filled my nostrils and I feel at peace and not alone in this life. As I write it still dances around me,, faces appear in the smoke as well as a little path and I could see smoke people dancing up the path. Laughter bubbled up inside of me and I was filled with awe. What an amazing experience after my first spell-work.
I'm so excited and hopeful now....:) My cat is looking at the smoke people too.:)

Here is the poem that came across my head when I was sitting in the smoke.:)

Wisps of smoke dance around me
Faces appear as they get close
Such comforts I feel as it touches me.
The smell of tranquility comes over me.
I am not alone in this mad world.
Pathways form in the trails
Smiles form and it flows
beside me in a fanciful melody.
Laughter bubbles inside of me.
Awe fills me.
Peace embraces me.

Nostalgia & Music 11/11/10

Nostalgia and Music

11/11/10

Nostalgia and Music are tonight’s inspirations. Per request of my sis, Opie who wanted to listen to some of my videos, I posted them again. This in turn lead me down the music memory lane and I re-listened to all my videos and wav files I did.
In the process, I found the old one of me and my sis Chell when we were 15 and recording into a cassette recorder.
Music has always been a part of my soul. I sang daily a few years ago and need to get back into it. I miss it. Sang karaoke a few weeks ago and really made me want to get back into it again. One of my new friends is in Williams County Idol and she is stressing about her performance tomorrow night. I told her just breathe and let the music flow from your soul. That is a good rule of thumb for everyone. Feel free to take a listen to my videos and please let me know what you think.
So ends tonight’s post,Earth

Small Blessings 11/7/10

SMALL BLESSINGS 11/7/10

I took down last nights blog due to some unacceptable comments that people were saying. But I have a good one to write down today.
After last night's stress, I got a wonderful email today. We have been struggling with bills and everything since Ryan has been out of work so buying clothes for the kids is just not in our budget. A few weeks ago, I posted about clothes for Tier and a wonderful lady responsed and she gave me 2 bags full of almost new clothes and a warm winter jacket. So I decided to try my luck with Abby's clothes and got two dead ends then last night I got a wonderful email from a benefactor I'm not going to name who offered us some money from his fund from a local church which helps children to buy her some new and nice clothes. At first, I was skeptical then I got a confirming email about it. So now we can buy Abby some clothes. Me and one of my best friends are going to shop and get some deals. Bless the divine universe for sending this blessing my way and bless that lovely man who found it in his heart to help my child in need.
Not only did that happen but Abby and i have been having a good day today and she decided to ride with Ryan to drop Cassie off. Small baby steps work. So I feel very blessed and thankful for these small blessings. It brings my faith back in myself and humanity in general. There are good people out there and sometimes small blessings are really little bits of luck in disguise.
I'm going to thank this gentleman in my prayers tonight.
that's all....
Peace and balance everyone.
Earth