RAMBLINGS FROM 2008

1-30-08

It’s very late but I’ve got too much running thru my head. Have to get it all out.

The winds blows outside, gusty, vibrant, and full of power; much like my feelings at present

Wind walker is one of my names

I can only grasp why this name chose me, other than I walk the wind and as I walk the fury of it pounds against my skin like memories of who I was once.

You meet people-but I do in so many ways-it feels like I’m being pushed down paths beyond my control. I just don’t want to give in to destiny. I want to have some control in it.

Why do I meet certain people at certain times? Why do they show up when you think everything is fine and make you think different?

I can’t give my heart to everyone. Or maybe I can just not my soul. What one thinks of your soul maybe truly different? You can go on all day about soulmates but do your really truly have on somewhere else from where you are. Or is it your mind playing tricks on you? Giving you something more complex but really simple.

How can anything be simple with so many variables??

So I go with the flow and ride the wind and see where it takes me??

But I’m so afraid.

INTRO TO MY WIP-DARROW: DREAMWALKER

Hello everyone, here is an intro to my WIP. Enjoy and feel free to comment.

INTRO TO MY WIP

Random Thoughts from Heather’s Headspace

RANDOM THOUGHTS FROM HEATHER’S HEADSPACE

8/14/12

My words are my blood, dripping down an endless wall of white for the whole world to see and dance in.

One’s beauty is determined by the circumstances that life throws at them. Whether they shine or tarnish largely depends on their perception of their world as it seems rather than the reality of it.

Enlightenment is simply one’s perception of their past, present, and future; what it is and what it was meant to be. Sometimes what one finds isn’t what it seems.

Great minds were thought insane once but the reality asserted itself and one’s insanity becomes another’s sanity in the great scheme of things. One just needs to open their eyes to the infinite possibilities where they are absurd or otherwise.

My Travels to Wonderland

 

Man it has been a bit since I’ve last written my thoughts. This past weekend’s encounters have opened up the floodgates to thought.

I feel a little like Alice in Wonderland and as I’m getting to know the Mad Hatter during our tea party, I realize he is actually my best friend. What I thought seemed normal was just an illusion and it has metamorphosed into a kaleidoscope of color, much like butterfly wings. Normal was thrown out the window when I met up with the Caterpillar and the Cheshire Cat. Normal is an old hat getting thrown out and pushing me down the road to find a new hat. A shiny top hat that smiles and waves and says “I’m glad you found me old friend, what took you so long??”

In the last few months, I’ve had the immense pleasure of meeting some amazing and interesting folks who all think outside the box and have made me realize I need to be thinking outside/upside/and all around the bloody box as well. My old normal no longer exists and that’s a good thing because it was pretty boring and I wouldn’t have been able to meet the people I have. Here’s me in little red skirt with a black corset and a shiny top hat curtsying to my new friends and dare I say, family perhaps, one never knows.

Doors are opening at lightning speed for me and I just need to buckle up my bootstraps and my whip and walk through them and become my own Alice.

This is dedicated to all my new “family”. The ones I’ve met this past weekend and the ones I’ve met a week or so ago. I love you all and I’m ready to dance  with you on this wild and wonderful new stage and have you join me in my Wonderland.

Soul Siblings and Other Randomness

Soul Siblings 6/24/12

This journal posting is a direct effect of my spiritual thoughts this weekend. I thought I would never find another soul twin again until the past few months. I met her and also my soul brother at the same time. Good things coming my way since my spiritual awakening a few months ago. We celebrated with our spiritual family this weekend and danced for Mother Earth. I have never felt as invigorated as when I danced this weekend. You know how in a family you always seem to connect to certain people in your family more than others but your family are still your family? Well that happened to me>>>I love all my spiritual family but there are 3 people that I’m more drawn to than the others and it’s not a bad thing. I have enough love to share with everyone. But I digress, back to my soul twin Moon Dancer~~~Michelle, we met a few months ago and both of us had an instant connection and as time goes on, more “kwinkidinks” have happened that have caused us to believe we are connected as something more than a sister~~~a twin is the best description to describe her>>>Like you found someone who was lost and then they came back into your life. I want her to know there is more “Kwinkidinks” coming for us~~~~or WOW moments. Next on the list is Tony~~~he is my soul brother….shifter. Something on a primal level~~and I know when he reads this he will understand…he’s pack to me and one of these times I will tell him more about my shifter pack…I have one other besides Michelle that you will love to hear about. Last but not least, I can’t forget my little soul sister Ronda Moon Talker>>>>she is the youngest and sometimes the wisest.

And the rest of the family, I just wanted to say I love you all….it’s just that I’m connected to some more than others >>>>J so thank you for being part of my family which keeps growing~~~~~my heart touches yours and I feel like I belong~~~

I look forward to see where this path leads me~~~~

AHO~~~

Dream Visions 4/12/12

Dream Visions

4/12/12

Since this past weekend, I’ve been given glimpses of things to come. I basically opened up my soul and mind’s eye to what the Creator was trying to tell me. I have a special walking stick that Grandfather Three Paws made me that captured the essence of my totems. I’ve not used it recently. Before the past weekend, I had taken to sleeping in bed with it every night in hopes that I could reconnect to it and I most definitely have. The first night I had the most vivid dreams. Last night was one of those nights. Before I went to sleep, I let my mind clear and just let the stick connect me to the dream/spirit world and opened my soul to receive whatever the creator wanted me to learn. I asked for guidance of my totems and was given snapshots in my mind’s eye. The first snapshot was a beautiful tan mare with a long mane of hair. The second was of a tall young man who had dark hair who was carrying a raven haired girl probably about 5 years old and put her on the horse bareback. Then into the picture walked a young woman with braided dark blonde hair walking with young boy who was looked about 10-12. Then the silhouette of the horse came back in the view as the small family walked through a meadow during sunset. Then as I drifted back, I feel such an inner peace.

This weekend I’m going back to Wild Winds Buffalo Preserve with my best friend and taking my stick to recharge its energy and perhaps meditate on this vision further.

Spiritual Awakening

Written by Heather Powers for Bosco at Wild Winds Buffalo Preserve

The call came lightly through the wind…

A bison voice spoke of all things

His body lay torn as the day grew worn

His eye closed in eternal rest

His spirit flew as the day moved

Prayers followed as his friends looked on in sorrow

A red tailed hawk flew above the sight

Keeping all from the bison spirit bright

Two cranes emerged above the gloom

They lifted the heads with their glorious flight.

His family looked on in peace as the shadows grew.

Wishing him farewell as his spirit danced in the fading light.

Hands clasped in prayer and souls blossom

Spiritual thoughts flow through their minds

They awaken dormant songs within their hearts.

Messages were given as dreams brewed.

All is not as they thought, a different mind was brought.

Souls intertwine as the tears flow.

Connecting all to each other

Becoming one with the Creator.