Playing with the Faeries

Playing with the Faeries

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

12/6/11-EVENING RAMBLING ON LOVE AND LIFE


Evening Ramblings about Love and Life

12/6/11


In 11 days, I will be married to my husband for 5 years and we will be together a total of 6 years. If you have been married or are married, you will understand me when I say, marriage isn't easy and takes a lot of work and lot of maturity.
My eldest daughter is embarking on her first actual big breakup and I feel for her but she is young and she will spring back even though it may not feel like it.
Love is work, you got to put up with another person's shit including all their flaws and stupid mistakes. But if you are still there at the end of the day, you know you have something magical deep down inside of yourself and you realize that maybe this thing called life isn't so bad after all.
Love is spirit and flow, it ebbs and wanes just like the moon mother's magic. It's heartbreaking and heart filling. You feel it from the tips of your toes to the top of your head. It makes you jubilant, it makes you sad, it makes you mad, but I wouldn't turn my back on it for the world.
For my close friends and family who know my hubby and I, they know that we had our own hiccups and we still do but in the end it all remains the same. He is meant to be with me and I am meant to be with him.
We just laid in bed the other night in each other's arms and I remember laying there with his head on my chest and his arms around me and I had never before felt such peace and oneness with the universe and all the shit we have been through just doesn't seem to matter much anymore. It's life and it happens whether we want it to or not.
I guess what I'm trying to say is don't sweat the negatives because if you really think about it, the positives definitely outweigh them. So each day, I try to make it a point to say I love you to my man and give him a kiss even when I"m pissed as hell at him because you never know when they won't be here anymore.
Life is too short to measure the negatives with the positives. Just let it flow and embrace it with all its chaos. Because within chaos, there is balance.

As always, I remain Earthwindwalker.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Parallel Ephiphany


PARALLEL EPHIPHANY


11/28/11

As we embark on the month of December, I have decided to write a blog post as I've been neglecting my writing lately. I read a remarkable book called Seven Point Eight and it started churning lost thoughts in my head. The book touched about auras, the soul, shamanism, and parallel worlds. As I was reading this book, the thoughts once again started processing in my head. Shamanism is one of the major focuses of my belief system. Lucid dreams, extra-sensory perception, parallel worlds all have been pivotal points in my spiritual path. I've astral projected many times and have touched my past lives/parallel lives. Parallels are always present in my daily life. Imagine that you are in all worlds in one way or another. A different facet of you presents itself differently in each world. Your strengths are weaknesses in these lives, and your weaknesses become your strengths in others. This is also explored in the fantasy novel I'm writing. Parallels are strangely present. I often wonder if the characters speaking to me are actually different facets of these lives. It's a heavy thought and sometimes it literally blows my mind. But too many "Coincidences" and feelings of "deja vu" are constants to write off these theories. My beliefs are constantly evolving and I feel that this is a direct result of my spiritual Epiphanies.

Well I guess that about sums up my thoughts for the moment.

Tell me your thoughts!!! I'd love to hear them.


Sunday, September 11, 2011

Hotel from Hell-Story Inspired from a Dream:)

THIS WAS A STRANGE DREAM I HAD THIS MORNING AND THIS STORY EMERGED. THIS REALLY CREEPED ME OUT AND I WOKE UP SWEATING.
I'M SURE THERE IS MORE TO IT BUT IT'S A START. I'M TAKING A FELLOW AUTHOR'S ADVICE AND WRITING SOMETHING DOWN EVERY DAY IF I CAN.

The story starts with a married couple on a trip.
They are there for something, not sure what. They find themselves searching for a hotel. The friends they are with found one. The couple seem to have a reservation somewhere else.

The couple had a hotel room but couldn't find it. They were walking down a street with many lights...big city. Reminds me of New York on New Orleans.. Lighted signs fill the building walls. Free Street was the name of the street. The hotel called Free Zone. Husband and wife are walking looking around.

They become worried they can't find the hotel and the wife keeps saying like a prayer help us find this place. She may have a special gift but this time it backfires and leads them astray.

They turn down a street that opens into what looks like a station of some kind. Store booths line the walls. More lighted signs. This reminds me of a casino that I went to in Missouri. It's not well lighted. Kinda shadowy like the magic alley in Harry Potter.

They come to a booth where a man and women sit. The name on a sign says Free Zone. The hotel clerk is a man in his 40s- well defined with sandy brown hair. The woman is 20s something or looks like it. She is dressed in a short skirt, tight skirt, red lips, long manicured nails. The man reminds me of a circus ringleader or the person who mans the freak tent. Very charismatic. Woman reminds me of a stripper or porn star. Pretty face. They both look nice but they seem to have a creepy undercurrent. They remind me of characters in Clive Barker novel or maybe Richard Kadrey??? A buzzing like sound fills the wife's head...warning flag perhaps?? Should have walked away then but they are desperate and they are in a town they aren't familiar with

The wife talks to the woman first and the woman looks at the slip of paper that the wife has with the name of their hotel. The woman smiles sympathetically and says this is a high roller room, around a grand to stay. The wife says frantically, we can't afford to stay there. Is there any place else?? The guy says he can help. There is a place for a specific clientele and certain ages can stay there. The husband and wife turn around to check out their surroundings and when they turn back to the hotel clerks (or whatever they are) The man grabs the woman's ass and the woman swats his hand away and laughs. The wife is bothered by this but pushes to the back of her mind because she is relieved they may have found a room, doesn't ask details and finds herself giving the man a hug.

The man takes them down a tunnel/street with shadows that opens into a hallway. The atmosphere feels weird and strange. He takes them down the hall that has old patterned wallpaper. Reminds me of the hotel in The Shining. Satiny panels cover some of the wall. The elevator is manned by a guard who is in an uniform. He has a military styled hair cut and is wearing a baton and a taser. The elevator is gold trimmed. The hotel man nods to the guard who in turn nods and motions to the elevator...kinda like a circus ringleader pointing to a main attraction. The elevator opens and is very large. In the elevator is two black women on large beds with soft down filled comforters. The couple urns around very unsettled and the guard is behind them blocking their way and pushes them into the elevator with the women.

The first woman has a long sharp pointed nose, short tight curls, wearing a pull on hat. She says, they did a good job on you, you look younger.The other woman is quiet but looks at the couple. She looks younger but her face looks like it had a ton of plastic surgery. The elevator is taking quite awhile to get to its destination and the wife is getting even more freaked out. What kind of place is this?? she thought to herself.

Finally the elevator stops. Two orderlies wait with two other “patients” on beds. The husband and wife quickly move out of the elevator and see an armed guard at a desk. He has dark hair and wears glasses. He motions them to a service elevator. The service elevator is dark inside and wife freaks out reaching for him. He holds her, goosebumps popping up on his arms. They get of the elevator after a short ride and the wife is saying we need to get out of this creepy place now. Something is not right here. They turn around and find that the service elevator has no buttons to go down.

They come upon a nurse sitting in front of a bunch of liquid filled jars. She is a muscular woman with a butch haircut. She looks up from her jars and says gruffly. It's always the same thing, people don't seem to understand we help people. We are not a bad place. Wife starts crying on the verge of a breakdown, her body shaking, She hears the weird buzzing again and knows they must get out of here somehow.
She pleads with the nurse, “ You don't understand, we shouldn't be here. We were just looking for a room.”

The nurse replies, “That is what they all say at first. You will come to understand in time. We need your essence. There is no going back.” She motions to the jars.
The husband and wife look around, trying to find an escape route. Two muscular orderlies appear with strait jackets and move towards them.
The nurse calls out to the couple, “You should be thankful. You really are helping people. Without you, we wouldn't be able to.”






Thursday, September 8, 2011

The Faery-dedicated to an Old Man:)

A comment by my good friend led me to this particular verse:)

There once was a little faery who had a bit of kink.

With a diamond studded whip and golden chain.

If you find yourself dreaming of this particular pixie,

count yourself lucky.

She doesn't choose just anyone:)

She once met a older mage of ill repute who

satisfied her animal urge.

Even though it was a bit perverse.

He took her dancing naked in the moonlight.

Laughing gleefully, he scooped her away

To play another day.

Their story grows old as they usually do,

Never fear, another night comes,

A whisper of time

for one such as her.

She is ageless and beautiful.

And she will find you.

Excerpt of Dream-catcher

The story starts with a dream…not a simple dream. Dreams never are. They seem simple on the outside until you follow the corridors to some unknown answer. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale where the only one who knows an answer is some witch in some old cave who speaks in riddles. I hate riddles. They dance around in your brain and taunt you with their secrets. So begins my story. My life has always been strange and different. My dreams are always popping up when I don’t want them to. But when they do, they replay until I decide to write them down or do something about it. Some people would call me a precog. I just call it my gift. Sometimes it’s a curse. You see my dreams give me gifts, different talents and I have no idea where they come from. This will lead me on a journey that twists and turns in ways I can’t even begin to imagine……
My story begins with a recurring dream. In this particular dream I am the “heroine”. I don’t know what my name is but I’m sure it will come to me. Sometimes I wonder if my dreams show my past lives. The reason is I have them in sequences. Once the dream manifests it keep popping in and out of my consciousness. So in my dream I find myself walking to a house. This house looks like a museum, the kind of house that wealthy people own. How I can walk up there without tripping any alarms is a mystery to me. But I must be expected. Why else would I be here? The door opens up to show me a stiff butler. He’s the kind that will turn his nose up at the lower class. I hate that kind. He motions for me to enter and I find myself in a parlor one that looks like it hasn’t been updated since the 1900s, flowered wallpaper prevails. A lady in a victorian dress is sitting there waiting for me, drinking tea. She motions for me to sit down.
She said, “I have need of your services.”
“What services?’”
” Your unique abilities of course.”
” I’m not for hire.”
Oh everyone is for the right price.What’s your price?”
She seemed to know my special talent and that scared me. I don’t make it public as a general rule. That sort of gift ends you in a mental health facility.
I said, “My price is to know answers. “Why am I gifted with this ability?”
“Oh this is a fork in your path to knowledge.I need your abilities to find my son who was taken.”
I didn’t like the sound of this at all. It seemed very dangerous and secretive. I said, “By whom?”
“It’s a secret organization that causes things to happen.They are known for their insatible desire to gain power by whatever means necessary. It extends beyond this world and threatens to destroy all worlds linked to this one.”
“What do you mean by other worlds??? I am only aware of this one.”
She laughed musically and my vision wavered for a minute and I glimpsed a radiant white light surrounding her. Her face was beautiful porcelain, pink lips perfectly shaped. Her ears were pointed. I blinked and her features reverted back to the grandmotherly look. She said, “Really my dear, is that the truth, because your eyes show me something different. If you are only aware of this world, explain your dreams to me. And your special abilities.”
“Why me? I’m sure there are other people who are better suited to this job. Perhaps you should look into other worlds to find that person.”
“Let’s just say, you are the only one who I would trust for this job.”
“How can you trust me? You don’t even know me.”
“Oh my dear, I do know you more than you know yourself. But there is no time to speak of that right now.”

Sunday, August 14, 2011

The Storyteller's Tale

Okay all my beautiful butterflies, off to dance with the dream wizards. Their constant yammering drives me crazy. It's a lot like my muse who grasps my hand then lets go leading me on a merry chase across the land of imagination:


These sentences inspired a poem.



There once was a tale that a traveler spoke
Of a land where the dream wizards float
in a castle way up high
Where only butterflies know how to fly
Their constant yammering drove some folk
To grasp and pen and write
The muse leads them on a merry chase
across the land of imagination.
What one finds is never known but the
latest one spoke of two princesses who
wandered by a meadow of butterflies
They giggled with delight as they
soared in flight
Dancing in the moonlight.
This tale is very well known
to storytellers every night.


Sunday, June 12, 2011

A Spiritual Rebirth

6/12/11

Been awhile since I blogged on my journal site but wanted to write about our amazing experience yesterday. We went to
Wild Winds Buffalo Preserve for their annual Spring Rendezvous. We didn't have the money to stay this time but went in as “flatlanders” to visit our spiritual family there. I've spoken about this place before many times. We considered it our second home for many years. Then chaotic energy formed there and it wasn't so peaceful anymore. Now that we have went back, the energy has been restored and I now call it home again. I have been dealing with a lot of inner turmoil lately with my oldest child and my energy has not been very positive, the minute I set foot on the preserve peace returned and I was able to think without pain and hurt and everything was as it should be. Our family camps there every year and you could feel the immense love everyone shared for one another. Yesterday, we seen kids playing outside, running and laughing and you never realize how much of the modern world and conveniences overrun your life until you see simplicity like that. Eases my heart and soul to see that and gives me hope for the future. There was a memorial ceremony for one of our dear family that has passed away and native drummers sent his soul to the creator. It was very peaceful listening to the mother drum. She stirs my soul like nothing ever really has. Later in the evening, we had council fire. This was my first one and a very spiritual one for me. I spoke my heart as Grandfather walked the circle and then he gave me my spiritual name. The energy was awesome and I walked away from the circle fire as a renewed spirit. My soul at balance once again. And the one thing that stays with me is the whisper of the wind that said “it will be alright”. The tears flowed cleansing me of the pain and hurt that I've been going through the last month. I touched the moon and stars and came back as a new person.

As always,
Heather (Earthwindwalker) Powers


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

My Life 2011

5/10/11

In celebration of my impending birthday, I'm writing a blog about what I'm working on this year.

37 years on this earth and man has it been a ride. 3 marriages, 3 kids, 3 fur-kids. I'm a graduate in the school of hard knocks and getting my masters in life right now.

I've always been a writer since I was about 14 years old. The pen and paper were my lifelines. My badge of courage through my turbulent teens. I was a boring kid with a boring life so I chose to create worlds that weren't so boring. I started writing essays in school and the teachers always told me you should be a writer. You have the talent. I am my own worst critic everything I write of course is shit but that is just my negative nelly talking.

I then worked my way to poetry which was an easier medium for me. The words just flowed.

I didn't start my first novel until I ran into an idea a few years ago. I had a premise to a story. It never went further than 2 paragraphs but then in a moment of epiphany, I dusted off my folder with my work in it and just started writing. I'm still working on it and it's a slow process. I only have 6 chapters so far but my characters are still in my head demanding to have their say about things. They won't let me rest. I could be at work and a line will pop up and it will sit there and bug me until I unload it. They talk in your head. It's my opinion writers are all schizophrenics :) LOL How else can you explain voice in your head? LOL
OH that's right, I'm a writer. That's what we do.

I also decided I was going to write as an indie/self published author. There is a lot of information out there for indies and SP authors. I've been blessed to meet some exceptional authors who take the time to talk shop to me. It's all about networking. I can't stress that enough.

So following in the footsteps of my writing, book reviewing fell into my lap. Why not do something I love and comment on it to help other authors like me? So needless to say it's been a whirlwind the last few months. The enormous amount of info about book reviewers is a bit overwhelming when it's right in front of you but I love a challenge.
So with the patience of some other really good book reviewers and authors I'm reviewing, I'm slowly learning the blog biz:) Thanks to all those who have helped me and continue to help me as I make this journey to my dream.
Now it's your turn, tell me what your dream is and how are you working to attain it.
As always,
Heather Powers

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Sunday, April 17, 2011

4/17/11 Full Moon Elemental Help Spell

4/18/11 full moon spell work.
Tonights spell elemental help spell.
Tonight spell work was a tweak of my elemental spell.
EARTH-COLOR-BROWN
ITEMS OF VISUALIZATION: DIRT, AND ROCKS
AIR-COLOR-LIGHT GREEN
ITEM OF VISUALIZATION-CANDLE
FIRE-COLOR-RED
ITEM OF VISUALIZATION-RED CANDLE, DRAGON BLOOD INCENSE
WATER-COLOR BLUE
ITEM OF VISUALIZATION-BLUE CANDLE

POWER ITEMS-SHAMAN STICK
DRAGON BLOOD INCENSE
SANDALWOOD INCENSE
MAGICK INCENSE

I CAST MY CIRCLE ACKNOWLEDGING MY DIRECTIONS AND ELEMENTS
USE SANDOLWOOD, DRAGON BLOOD, MAGIC INCENSE TOGETHER AS I WAS CASTING MY CIRCLE. TO AMP THE POWER OF SPELL AS WELL AS CLEANSE IT OF NEGATIVITY
BARE FOOT TOUCHING THE GROUND AS I LIKE MY ITEMS OF VISUALIZATION

EARTH EMBRACE ME WITH YOUR STRENGTH SO THAT I MIGHT GET THE END RESULT OF MY REQUEST
AIR-SEND US GOOD FORTUNE ON THE WIND
FIRE-CREATE EMPLOYMENT OPPORTUNITY FOR PAUL RYAN POWERS
WATER EMBRACE US WITH THE POWER OF CHANGE TO OUR LIFE AS EMPLOYMENT IS GAINED AND WITH HEALING AND CLEANSING POWERS
I ASK FOR YOUR HELP IN THIS WEAVING OF NECESSITY AND DESIRE
GIVE ME THE MEANS TO RECEIVE THE END RESULT OF MY REQUEST
MESSAGE SENT ON DREAMS TO GAIN KNOWLEDGE WHERE NEEDED.
3RD EYE OPEN FROM SHADOWS AND DARKNESS
HELP SENT TO ME BY WHATEVER MEANS
COME TO ME WITH YOUR EMBRACE OF PROTECTION AND HELP.
I AM A SEEKER LOOKING FOR ANSWERS
I AM A DREAMER LOOKING FOR HOPE AND VISION
SO MOTE IT BE

I SET DOWN IN MY CIRCLE AND ASKED FOR HELP IN COMMUNICATING WITH MY MUSE  AND WITH MY WRITING ENDEAVOR DOORWAY THAT HAS OPENED FOR ME. I ALSO ASK HELP FOR USING MY INNER POWER TO ACCOMPLISH MY END RESULTS AND I ALSO ASKED FOR THEM TO HELP IN CONCORD WITH MOON MOTHER TO ACOMPLISH THIS.
AFTER THE SPELLWORK, I THANKED ALL THE ELEMENTS AND CLOSED MY CIRCLE.


During my spell work, a loud noise happened to the north. Very strange. I was a bit scared but continued with my spell work as  I knew I was safe in my circle. I don’t know if it was a sign that the elementals were with me or something trying to disrupt my spell work.

Either way, my personal energy was astounding J I came in and acknowledged my cats and got my cleansing from them. Now I’m super pumped about the energy I felt this time around.

Hopefully result will happen this timeJ


Any else do spell work tonight??

As always, I remain, earthwindwalker

Saturday, April 16, 2011

4/16/11 Ramblings & "The Walk"

4/16/11

Since it’s been forever and a day since I wrote my blog. I’m writing randomly today. Yesterday was the day from hell. Ry tried to go to a job fair for a local company and it wasn’t at all what he expected. They want him to pay for some 75 dollar skill aptitude test with no guarantee of a job. He ended up standing in line yesterday in the cold wind with over 200 more people. He wasn’t a happy camper. Then my white car broke down yet again on his way back home. It just keep getting worse as the day went on. I hate the fact that for a bit everything works out for us then it goes to shit. It is hard to keep a positive thought in my head. Despair is just edging closer to me. If the job market doesn’t materialize for him, we may have to relocate and that is my very last resort. Lucky we have a house over our heads and an awesome friend who is being very patient with us. I’m thankful for the roof of my head and my job. I know other people have it so much worse than us but it doesn’t help sometimes when shit keep piling up. I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel but my flashlight keeps threatening to dim. This should be a perfect time for me to write…depression one of the nectars of good writing.
So I’m listening to pagan radio network and trying to relax and pray that things will look up for us. That’s all we can do.
The Japan crisis preyed on my mind yesterday. More earthquakes. Mother Nature cleaning house. I hate to say it but it just looks more and more like it. We are all moving forward one way or another. Transformation to me. Armageddon for others. From my own personal experience when you don’t choose to listen to the forces of nature, they MAKE you listen eventually even if it takes a few years. Humans are so arrogant that think they can control mother nature. You cannot control the mother she has been around for eons

Now for a bit of writing. This is not a complete poem as of yet.
The Walk
Copyright 2011 Heather Powers
I see you in my dreams.
A smattering of energy
Consuming me
A flicker here, a flicker there
Tantalizing me
The could have and might have been
Appear before me provocatively
Misspent youth haunting my thoughts
Regrets follow me silently.
A lighted path appears before me
Encouraging freedom
Thought patterns changing as
The world moves on
A doorway waits invitingly
My steps are small
Time slows down
Clock hands paused.
Knowledge flows in
Clock hands begin again
Another step finished
Shadows edge close
Wanting for energy
To wane.
Light beckons and
Fills my being
Shadows move back
But wait in silence
The walk continues.


Until next time, as always, I remain Earthwindwalker.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

3/20/11 Supermoon Spellwork

NEW BEGINNINGS/JOB OPPORTUNITY SPELLWORK
PERFORMED 3/20/11-SUPERMOON-OSTARA-SPRING SOLTICE
OUTSIDE IN MY BACKYARD
N
W E
S

Casting my circle…used Lord of Watchtower Chant
Clockwise increase

Shaman stick
Dirt/stone for earth (north)
Dragon Breath Incense for air (east)
Red candle for fire (south)
Chalice of water for water (west)

Create a circle with my shaman stick and salute each corner/element-simplified because of memory
HAIL LORD OF THE WATCHTOWER OF NORTH
I CALL UPON THEE TO JOIN ME IN MY CIRCLE AND OVERSEE MY MAGICKAL WORKINGS
HAIL LORD OF THE WATCHTOWER OF E, I CALL UPON THEE TO JOIN ME IN MY CIRCLE AND OVERSEE MY MAGICKAL WORKING
HAIL LORD OF THE WATCHTOWER OF SOUTH, I CALL UPON THEE TO JOIN MY CIRCLE AND OVERSEE MY MAGICKAL WORKING
HAIL LORD OF THE WATCHTOWER OF WEST, I CALL UPON THEE TO JOIN MY CIRCLE AND OVERSEE MY MAGICKAL WORKING

SPELLWORK
I ASK GUIDANCE IN MY SPIRITUAL PATH
FOR HELP WITH MY STUDENTS THAT I AM MEANT TO TEACH
I ASK MY SPIRIT GUIDES WOLF AND PANTHER TO HELP ME IN THIS REQUEST AND SHARE WITH ME ANY KNOWLEDGE THAT THEY HAVE
WALK AROUND THE CIRCLE CLOCKWISE 3 TIMES, POUNDING THE EARTH WITH MY STICK THE DIRECTIONS, SAYING THESE WORDS

CLEAR MIND
CLEAR SIGHT
CLEAR TRUTH KNOWN

CLEAR MIND
CLEAR SIGHT
CLEAR TRUTH KNOWN

CLEAR MIND
CLEAR SIGHT
CLEAR TRUTH KNOWN

PLEASE SHARE YOUR ENERGY WISDOM WITH ME.
3 TIMES POUNDING STICK IN DIRECTIONS CLOCKWISE
AROUND THE CIRCLE

ENERGY GIVEN FREELY
WISDOM RECEIVED FREELY
ENERGY GIVEN FREELY
WISDOM RECEIVED FREELY
ENERGY GIVEN FREELY
WISDOM GIVEN FREELY

SO MOTE IT BE










NEXT SPELL
DOOR OPENING, JOB OPPORTUNITY GIVEN

I ASK FOR HELP IN DOORS BEING OPENED, JOB OFFERS GIVEN FOR MY HUSBAND PAUL RYAN POWERS

3 TIMES CLOCKWISE, POUNDING STICK IN DIRECTIONS
SAYING THESE WORDS

DOORS OPEN
JOB OFFERS GIVEN TO MY HUSBAND PAUL RYAN POWERS
DOORS OPEN
JOB OFFERS GIVEN TO MY HUSBAND PAUL RYAN POWERS
DOORS OPEN
JOB OFFERS GIVEN TO MY HUSBAND PAUL RYAN POWERS


SO MOTE IT BE


Ground self by placing palms to earth and releasing energy.

Farewell Lords of the Watchtower, go in peace

Saturday, February 26, 2011

2/26/11 Introspection and Spirituality

2/26/11
Introspection and Spirituality
Today was a wonderful day. We went to Wild Winds Buffalo Preserve and hung out with our voo friends. This helped inspire me to write this piece tonight.
I’m doing my card pull this evening using my new tarot deck.
1st card
Major arcane
Disruption
2nd card
Green 2
Spiritual Union
3rd card
Green 1
Love Begins
4th card
Chakra 4
Heart Chakra
5th card
Chakra 5
Throat Chakra
6Th card
Green 7
Choose wisely

My interpretation of these cards after my inner musings and book words allow me to come to the following interpretation of my message.




Disruption is caused by scattered energies. Something is causing me to stagnate. This is not all bad news as there are kindred souls in my life who will help me achieve spiritual union and balance and allow me to grow with love and understanding. My heart and throat chakras are in cooperation allowing me to achieve this result. My creative energies encourage my healing and help me become aware of my inner hearing. This all works in unity to achieve my ultimate wish for spiritual balance.
This all follows how my life is going at the moment. My kindred souls are all around me when I get together with them in Indiana. I feel my energy grow and encompass everyone and this helps me gain the balance I need. I help myself as well as others. I want to ask everyone what happens when I’m around them. What energy signatures and things do that feel when I leave myself open. I come to realize this after I left the preserve today. Spending time with my earth companions. Every minute I spend with them I feel myself getting closer to balance. It’s in my grasp just need to open myself to the opportunities made available to me. Doorways opened that I thought were once shut. I feel at peace once more in my chaotic life. After I meet with them, my creative energies flow and allow me the spiritual growth necessary to heal others. I am the teacher as well as the student.
Inner peace is so precious to me. Solitude becomes companionship.
Any thoughts or ideas to share feel free. I’m interested in seeing what all my friends feel about the energies around once we get together. Feel free to share.
Until next time, as always Earthwindwalker

Sunday, February 6, 2011

2/6/11 Patience and Playfulness

2/6/11
My card pull today was The Green Woman. Imagine that. The one card that I feel is the inner me. She speaks to us of enhancing our innate talents . Boldness and perseverance is needed to face an adversary. But she also reminds us to exercise patience and keep growing.
I find this very prevalent in my life right now. I feel my fruits growing and I by nature am not a patient person. I am a doer not a waiter. I need to keep myself grounded and realize that it will all come. Not much more different than the aftermath of the animal spirit guide calling. In my vision, I was told that things were moving along and I was on the right path. Some days, I feel so stagnant and wonder if I’m going the right way. Now I know I am.
We are over at our friends house in Indiana. Our beautiful friends here are earthy and gifted as well and we got into a nice spiritual discussion after doing reading for one another. I felt we were meant to have these discussions and we each became the teacher for a moment. I find these touches into my spiritual side very rewarding and satisfying and trust that we were meant to be here in this time and place for this purpose to teach and learn. Each of us is a student in some way as well as a teacher. We sometimes are not aware of the teacher moments but they are there. Age makes no difference. Older or younger there are lessons to be learned and taught.
My card pull today makes me laugh because Green Woman is sticking her tongue out and just looks like she is having fun. I need to continue to let my fun and ornery side come out more. This is a good message. It makes you feel so much better and makes the people around you feel the playful energy. She reminds me of the fae that I feel around me when I’m touching my inner child.
Outside it’s snowing. It’s so beautiful to look at and reminds me that all seasons must happen in the circle of life. Time moves too quickly sometimes and we fail to ease back and relax and take it slowly. The way time moves is strictly in your perception of it. That is the true secret of immortality. Your soul and heart lives on and you are always here in one life or another. There is a rare few who see this and grasp it.
My favorite time of the year is spring where everything grows again. It reminds me that I’m always growing.
The epiphanies that come to you at the most strangest of times always astounds me. That is why I’m a writer I think, so I can touch my muse and let my words flow free. This is my freedom, my soul healing. Sometimes my words are beautiful, sometimes bittersweet, sometimes angry, sometimes spiritual. It’s all the way I connect with my muse.
I’m sitting here alone with my thoughts and my muse today which is beautiful Green Woman. Every one else is sleeping and quiet as it should be for this moment of clarity.

As always and until next time,
Earth

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

1/18/11 Animal Manifestation Visitation Spell Aftermath

1/18/11

After tonight’s Animal Spirit Manifestation spell, I’m tapped out energy wise. It was a very powerful spell.
I asked for my animal spirit totems to join me in my circle to share their knowledge with me. At first, I couldn’t get the right mood set. Candle work wasn’t necessary with this invitation. All I needed was my dragon blood incense and shaman stick. I finally came upon my music destiny for this particular meeting. It was Primeaux and Mike. Let me tell you, wolf came immediately. I wasn’t surprised by this as wolf has always been my within. I also asked panther to come and she was much more squirrelly. It wasn’t until after I played the music that she came. The main purpose of this invitation was to recharge and power my shaman stick and be known to my spirit totems. As I sat there and listened to the music playing, I started swaying involuntarily and my 3rd eye chakra tingled and then immediate head pain started…not in a bad way. It was more an outpouring of power into my stick. It was like I was conduit. As the power passed from me, flashes of my totem faces appeared behind my closed eyes. And then melding of sorts with my own inner spirit or soul. A connection of sorts. Messages were relayed to me in my head. Fragments of information. I felt like a doorway was being opened for me by my totems. I have no idea the course of this road but I’m in it for the ride.
‘patience”
“Your learning is not done”
“be at peace you are going where you are meant to go”
Came into my head.
Images of snow covered fields appeared and felt like I was running toward the unknown. Pictures cascaded thru my head very quickly. The words spoken to me were more like feelings.
I got up and down many times. In one instance I was on all fours. A lot of involuntary swaying. Stick thumping on the floor. I was on a runaway train and had to let it finish.


I started around 10:30 and didn’t get done till 11:45. It was like minutes passed not a whole hour.
Very surreal.
I’ve been having a lot of dreams lately. This morning I had a bad dream of sorts. It was like I was in the dream but I was looking through another’s eyes. The other day, fragments just appeared in my dreams. Pieces of a puzzle.



Any thoughts or comments,
Please share,

Until next time,
Earth

1/18/11 Animal Manifestation Visitation Spell

Spirit Animal Manifestation
performed on Full Moon 1/18/11

Tools:
Blue Candle
Red Candle
White candle
Native American Music
Power Stick
Sage, cedar, sweet-grass

Animal totems elements:
Beaver-fire and air
Wolf—water and air
Panther-fire and water

Purpose: To Channel my spirit animals powers into my stick

First step is cleanse a circle around me with sage cedar and sweet-grass and then to light my candle and prepare my candle seating.
Second step is to darken my living room
Third Step is to put on my power music.
Fourth step is to face east

I ask the moon mother for her help in channeling my spirit animal power so I can seek and accept help in my spell-work.
Cleansing my mind of negative energies.
Cleansing my mind of doubt and indecision.
Opening a doorway into my 3rd eye chakra to allow my spirit animal to meet with me in the astral plane
I ask wolf to enter with me into my circle and share knowledge with me.
I ask panther to enter with into my circle and share knowledge with me
I ask beaver to enter with me into my circle and share knowledge with me.
I ask each of you for help and guidance with my spiritual path and spell-work.
I give thanks for the help and guidance you have given me this night.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

1/16/11 Hope and Sorrow

Sorrow and Hope
By Heather Powers
1/16/11

She stands in contemplation
Bathing her thoughts in the moonlight
Her sadness bleeds through in the
Tears that fall down her face.
Her voice sings a song of sorrow
The blades of grass caress her feet
Dewdrops glistening
A whisper follows the breeze
“Do not despair…moon mother is here”
Her hands clasp together
Head bows in prayer.
A face appears when she closes her eyes.
Eyes like gold.
Lips white
A smile crinkles around the eyes.
Ghostly hands manifest and wrap
Around her shoulders.
A warmth fills her body
The sadness in her eyes recede
Hope appears.
Sorrow disappears
In the wash of the moonlight.
She closes her eyes and is finally
At peace.